Any Idiot

Right now it is time again to look for a job, the question is what do I want to do, everybody is telling me that I should go out and find something I like doing and go for it, the problem is that I have no clue what that could be, so I go for jobs with no or minimum responsibility and therefore also very little money. Finding that I am not the energetic get up and go person I used to be makes me at times nervous, and at other times I say to myself why should I. So my theory is that live is over when you have no goals worth striving for. I am not sure I want to check out in the next 20 years so I need to find something I can be pensioned about an as they say follow my dream, I am the one who used to ask people in there 40th and 50th “what are you going to do with the next 50 years of your live, now that you know all about the stuff live teaches you.” OK I am done for today, I have to think about what I want to do for the rest of my live, because today is the first day of the rest of my live.